Well, i woke up at 11 am.
Wow.
I didn't think i would be sleeping that long even though i fell asleep on 3.
Anyways, i went down to my grandma's place where everyone gathered and started opening gifts.
I noticed i didn't get that many gifts this year.
It doesn't really matter.
I don't really need them.
But i am thankful for what i got.
Basically, i got some gift cards and money.
I still kind of wish i got toys.
Maybe i'll get some more when its new year.
I usually do.
MERRY CHRISTMAS
25.12.08
24.12.08
Life1224
ALRIGHT!
It's Christmas Eve!
Ahh. I love the holidays.
Let me explain what had happened.
How i got grounded.
And how i got out of it.
Okay, i won't exactly tell you what happened, that's my business.
All you need to know is that i got in big trouble.
My punishment was no computer for the rest of vacation and i had to sit on my computer chair without getting up or doing anything for who knows how long.
I ended up sitting there for more than 12 hours.
I feel like i accomplished something, but that's not true.
All i did was sit.
Heh.
How i got out of it?
Well, i just kind of decided to end it on my own.
That's that.
Well, all i did today was stay at my cousin's place and use the computer until around 7 which was when the annual Christmas party starts.
All we did was eat, watch some t.v. and play cards.
Then we went back to our apartment for the meanwhile (it's next door to the party)
and did whatever.
Not much that i remember.
It was a good day though.
It was cold.
Rainy.
Somehow, i ended up just talking about random stuff with my cousins.
Went to sleep around 3 am watching eagle eye.
It's Christmas Eve!
Ahh. I love the holidays.
Let me explain what had happened.
How i got grounded.
And how i got out of it.
Okay, i won't exactly tell you what happened, that's my business.
All you need to know is that i got in big trouble.
My punishment was no computer for the rest of vacation and i had to sit on my computer chair without getting up or doing anything for who knows how long.
I ended up sitting there for more than 12 hours.
I feel like i accomplished something, but that's not true.
All i did was sit.
Heh.
How i got out of it?
Well, i just kind of decided to end it on my own.
That's that.
Well, all i did today was stay at my cousin's place and use the computer until around 7 which was when the annual Christmas party starts.
All we did was eat, watch some t.v. and play cards.
Then we went back to our apartment for the meanwhile (it's next door to the party)
and did whatever.
Not much that i remember.
It was a good day though.
It was cold.
Rainy.
Somehow, i ended up just talking about random stuff with my cousins.
Went to sleep around 3 am watching eagle eye.
23.12.08
Special1223
Notice:
Due to winter break i won't be able to update as frequently.
I'll do my best.
Plus, i'm grounded.
I'll figure out a way of getting out of that.
Anyways.
Important dates:
12/27 disneyland
1/1 little tokyo
1/? huntington library
Due to winter break i won't be able to update as frequently.
I'll do my best.
Plus, i'm grounded.
I'll figure out a way of getting out of that.
Anyways.
Important dates:
12/27 disneyland
1/1 little tokyo
1/? huntington library
21.12.08
Music1220
The Music:
Himitsu Kichi - Kozue Takada
"Ending 1 of Eureka7"
TheLyrics:
ano koro no chiisana boku ga miageru
When the tiny me from back then looked up
sora wa hontou ni hiro ookatta
The sky was really wide and big
Suki na hito wo kono te de
The person I like, with this hand
mamoreru to omoutteita
I thought I would be able to protect
honki de
seriously
doushite seiga nobinai
Why am I not growing
sore ga kuyashikatta
I was frustated by that
wagamama oomada kawaii to kanjiga ishite itanda
I realised I was selfish
zutto
All the way
akirameru koto nante omoi ukabanakatta tadamae wo muiteta
I faced the surfation of thoughts of giving up
demo
but
dekinai koto bakari de
There are so many things I can’t do
hayaku jiyuu ni naritakute
I want to become free quickly
ikura te wo nobashitatte
No matter how I stretch my hand
todoku hazu no nai
I cannot reach
ookina ookina sora
The big big sky
demo boku wa nannimo utagau koto mo naku
But I don’t have anything to doubt
kirei na mirai wo shinjiteta
I believed in the beautiful feature
kuyashii koto ga aru to
There may be frustrating things
korae kirenakatta
But I won’t give up
ookina ookina namida
Big big tears
demo ano toki no boku no me wa naniyori kagayaiteita to omou
But at that time, my eyes shined brighter than anything, I thought
are kara zuibun sei mo nobite
From then I grew quite a bit
yo no naka no koto sukoshi wakatte
I understood more of the times
issho kenmei ga kakko warukute
Doing my best may be uncool
sameta furishite aruiteita yo
I walked around acting cold.
demo
but
Chuuto hanpa na boku ni wa
But the I that gave up halfway
nani hitotsu dekinakatta
Couldn’t do anything.
itsukara ga boku wa kirameku ashita wo shinjite de koto sae wasurete
From when did I forget about believing in a glittering tomorrow
jibun wa mamoru tameni takusan no taisetsuna mono wo kizutsuketeta
To protect myself, I hurt many important things
haru ga tooku maue no sora no mukou ni
Spring is far, towards the sky overhead
naniga aru ga shiritakute
I want to know what’s there
otona ni nattara kanarazu ikundayotte yakusoku shitanda
"When I become an adult, I must go", I promised.
ikura te wo nobashitatte
No matter how I stretch my hand
todoku hazu no nai
I cannot reach
ookina ookina sora
The big big sky
demo boku wa nannimo utagau koto mo naku
But I don’t have anything to doubt
kirei na mirai wo shinjiteta
I believed in the beautiful feature
kuyashii koto ga aru to
There may be frustrating things
korae kirenakatta
But I won’t give up
ookina ookina namida
Big big tears
demo ano toki no boku no me wa naniyori kagayaiteita to omou
But at that time, my eyes shined brighter than anything, I thought
ano koro no chiisana boku ga miageru
When the tiny me from back then looked up
sora wa hontou ni hiro ookatta
The sky was really wide and big
suki na hito wo kono te de
The person I like, with this hand
mamoreru to omoutteita
I thought I would be able to protect
honki de
seriously
SongMeaning:
Basically not giving up when times are tough.
Cliche but how it puts it is nice.
TheFeeling:
Just really soft piano music.
With Drums and Wind instruments.
It all plays well together.
Has a hopeful sound to it.
Soothing.
Calming.
Nostalgic.
MyMeaning:
The one song that completely reminds me of ______.
Because i remember that this was one song she'd always sing but get embarrassed when i would hear it.
Haha.
I miss her.
It also reminds me of the one night.
Grad Night.
It really means a lot to me.
Himitsu Kichi - Kozue Takada
"Ending 1 of Eureka7"
TheLyrics:
ano koro no chiisana boku ga miageru
When the tiny me from back then looked up
sora wa hontou ni hiro ookatta
The sky was really wide and big
Suki na hito wo kono te de
The person I like, with this hand
mamoreru to omoutteita
I thought I would be able to protect
honki de
seriously
doushite seiga nobinai
Why am I not growing
sore ga kuyashikatta
I was frustated by that
wagamama oomada kawaii to kanjiga ishite itanda
I realised I was selfish
zutto
All the way
akirameru koto nante omoi ukabanakatta tadamae wo muiteta
I faced the surfation of thoughts of giving up
demo
but
dekinai koto bakari de
There are so many things I can’t do
hayaku jiyuu ni naritakute
I want to become free quickly
ikura te wo nobashitatte
No matter how I stretch my hand
todoku hazu no nai
I cannot reach
ookina ookina sora
The big big sky
demo boku wa nannimo utagau koto mo naku
But I don’t have anything to doubt
kirei na mirai wo shinjiteta
I believed in the beautiful feature
kuyashii koto ga aru to
There may be frustrating things
korae kirenakatta
But I won’t give up
ookina ookina namida
Big big tears
demo ano toki no boku no me wa naniyori kagayaiteita to omou
But at that time, my eyes shined brighter than anything, I thought
are kara zuibun sei mo nobite
From then I grew quite a bit
yo no naka no koto sukoshi wakatte
I understood more of the times
issho kenmei ga kakko warukute
Doing my best may be uncool
sameta furishite aruiteita yo
I walked around acting cold.
demo
but
Chuuto hanpa na boku ni wa
But the I that gave up halfway
nani hitotsu dekinakatta
Couldn’t do anything.
itsukara ga boku wa kirameku ashita wo shinjite de koto sae wasurete
From when did I forget about believing in a glittering tomorrow
jibun wa mamoru tameni takusan no taisetsuna mono wo kizutsuketeta
To protect myself, I hurt many important things
haru ga tooku maue no sora no mukou ni
Spring is far, towards the sky overhead
naniga aru ga shiritakute
I want to know what’s there
otona ni nattara kanarazu ikundayotte yakusoku shitanda
"When I become an adult, I must go", I promised.
ikura te wo nobashitatte
No matter how I stretch my hand
todoku hazu no nai
I cannot reach
ookina ookina sora
The big big sky
demo boku wa nannimo utagau koto mo naku
But I don’t have anything to doubt
kirei na mirai wo shinjiteta
I believed in the beautiful feature
kuyashii koto ga aru to
There may be frustrating things
korae kirenakatta
But I won’t give up
ookina ookina namida
Big big tears
demo ano toki no boku no me wa naniyori kagayaiteita to omou
But at that time, my eyes shined brighter than anything, I thought
ano koro no chiisana boku ga miageru
When the tiny me from back then looked up
sora wa hontou ni hiro ookatta
The sky was really wide and big
suki na hito wo kono te de
The person I like, with this hand
mamoreru to omoutteita
I thought I would be able to protect
honki de
seriously
SongMeaning:
Basically not giving up when times are tough.
Cliche but how it puts it is nice.
TheFeeling:
Just really soft piano music.
With Drums and Wind instruments.
It all plays well together.
Has a hopeful sound to it.
Soothing.
Calming.
Nostalgic.
MyMeaning:
The one song that completely reminds me of ______.
Because i remember that this was one song she'd always sing but get embarrassed when i would hear it.
Haha.
I miss her.
It also reminds me of the one night.
Grad Night.
It really means a lot to me.
19.12.08
Memories1219
Last day of school.
Winter Break.
Quite a bittersweet day.
It was great and all seeing people giving and receiving presents.
Except one person.
______.
I somewhat knew she wouldn't accept my gift but it was just really uncalled for when she offered it to her friend Dandelion, which is how i knew. She told me.
This is the one and only time i ever got truly mad about her.
If she still thinks that i'm still hung up about our break up then she's just being completely self-centered.
The reason i gave her that present is to show that i still care but i just want to be friends.
I also realize that she likes someone else now.
I don't know who.
I'll find out someway.
Another interesting thing happened today. GolfBuddy1 came up to me and asked me if i wanted him to stay away from ______.
I asked: Why?
He told me that it was because he liked her and didn't want to get that between our friendship.
But, because he said that really made a good impression on me.
I pretty much have no chance whatsoever with ______ anymore. At least i should let someone else feel how i had.
So i told him to go for it.
He still was hesitant and didn't want to get in between what me and ______ had before.
But it's gone.
At least until i become her friend again.
That's all i want from her right now.
I have a feeling GolfBuddy1 is going to be a really good friend of mine.
Just letting you know. He's one of the other people who joined the golf team this year.
Let me tell you about the time..
It was that great day of 8th grade.
Grad Night. The night we would all leave to go to Six Flags as a class of 2012.
(continued later.)
Winter Break.
Quite a bittersweet day.
It was great and all seeing people giving and receiving presents.
Except one person.
______.
I somewhat knew she wouldn't accept my gift but it was just really uncalled for when she offered it to her friend Dandelion, which is how i knew. She told me.
This is the one and only time i ever got truly mad about her.
If she still thinks that i'm still hung up about our break up then she's just being completely self-centered.
The reason i gave her that present is to show that i still care but i just want to be friends.
I also realize that she likes someone else now.
I don't know who.
I'll find out someway.
Another interesting thing happened today. GolfBuddy1 came up to me and asked me if i wanted him to stay away from ______.
I asked: Why?
He told me that it was because he liked her and didn't want to get that between our friendship.
But, because he said that really made a good impression on me.
I pretty much have no chance whatsoever with ______ anymore. At least i should let someone else feel how i had.
So i told him to go for it.
He still was hesitant and didn't want to get in between what me and ______ had before.
But it's gone.
At least until i become her friend again.
That's all i want from her right now.
I have a feeling GolfBuddy1 is going to be a really good friend of mine.
Just letting you know. He's one of the other people who joined the golf team this year.
Let me tell you about the time..
It was that great day of 8th grade.
Grad Night. The night we would all leave to go to Six Flags as a class of 2012.
(continued later.)
Life1218
Wow. This is bad.
I've been so busy this week.
Recap:
Period1:
Used the computer while we had a party.
Salt and Vinegar chips were great.
Nutrition:
I dont remember.
Period3:
We finished watching Pom Poko 33.
It's funny because it was about these Tanuki (Magical Racoons) that can shape-shift.
One thing they loved shape-shifting was their scrotoms for some reason.
Wierd.
Lunch:
I really don't remember
Period5:
Went over the math review for the test tomorrow.
Period7:
Night discussion. Poem writing. Bleh.
Afterschool:
Now this was the fun part about my day.
Okay, so me and Aldo go to our old elementary school for this Christmas event they have every year.
We went, greeted our old teachers.
It was fun.
After all formailties, we started to have some fun on the playground.
First off, we tried those thingys where you talk and then you can hear it in another thing like it on the other side.
Then, we were sliding down poles like.. yeah..
We also played Chicken on these stumps on the floor.
Haha.
We just had fun playing in general.
Then we started taking videos and pictures of the school.
We messed with some of the kids.
Mean huh? Oh well.
After the event was over, i went home.
I noticed that my wrist was hurting.
I covered it with bandages.
And went to sleep.
I barely got any.
I've been so busy this week.
Recap:
Period1:
Used the computer while we had a party.
Salt and Vinegar chips were great.
Nutrition:
I dont remember.
Period3:
We finished watching Pom Poko 33.
It's funny because it was about these Tanuki (Magical Racoons) that can shape-shift.
One thing they loved shape-shifting was their scrotoms for some reason.
Wierd.
Lunch:
I really don't remember
Period5:
Went over the math review for the test tomorrow.
Period7:
Night discussion. Poem writing. Bleh.
Afterschool:
Now this was the fun part about my day.
Okay, so me and Aldo go to our old elementary school for this Christmas event they have every year.
We went, greeted our old teachers.
It was fun.
After all formailties, we started to have some fun on the playground.
First off, we tried those thingys where you talk and then you can hear it in another thing like it on the other side.
Then, we were sliding down poles like.. yeah..
We also played Chicken on these stumps on the floor.
Haha.
We just had fun playing in general.
Then we started taking videos and pictures of the school.
We messed with some of the kids.
Mean huh? Oh well.
After the event was over, i went home.
I noticed that my wrist was hurting.
I covered it with bandages.
And went to sleep.
I barely got any.
17.12.08
Life1217
Okay.
Sorry about that last post.
I'm still really busy.
I'm in the middle of doing and english essay that is due tomorrow.
I haven't even started.
Plus, it's cold. 40s. And it's raining a lot.
I am now sick. Ugh.
In the morning, Dandelion took Tima's Taylor Launter magnet.
She saw it when i opened her locker and took it back.
Dandelion got mad at me.
Period2:
The table was moved!
Crap! The shadows are all off.
Only 1 more class left to do the project.
Nutrition:
Bleh. Ate a cookie and drank some Yoo-hoo.
Period3:
We watched this japanese movie with racoons that shape shift.
I always forget what it's called.
It was fun.
Period4:
Teenline talk.
______ wrote on some of the desks with a sharpie.
She drew some happy faces and a penis.
She yelled at me for complaining about the sharpie smell.
Geez. I stayed quiet for the rest of class.
Lunch:
I made some instant yakisoba.
Yummy.
Dandelion took some.
Period6:
Indoor P.E.
______ looked like she was having a lot of fun.
She was talking to the MayoragaBros.
I'm so jealous. How are they able to talk to her and hold her?
I don't get to do that anymore.
I miss her.
Ugh. I'm so frustrated with my life.
Period7:
Socratic Seminar on Night.
Ms.Levine seems to be getting stricter.
Afterschool:
Cold. Rainy. I didn't like it.
Checked in for the final chinese class.
I have a B or A in that class. Yay.
I'm going back next semester.
We then talked with Dust and Timmy in the Attendance office for a while and headed to McDonalds.
We ate and talked to this kid.
Went back.
Went home.
Wet and Cold.
Ugh.
Long day.
I hated it.
Sorry about that last post.
I'm still really busy.
I'm in the middle of doing and english essay that is due tomorrow.
I haven't even started.
Plus, it's cold. 40s. And it's raining a lot.
I am now sick. Ugh.
In the morning, Dandelion took Tima's Taylor Launter magnet.
She saw it when i opened her locker and took it back.
Dandelion got mad at me.
Period2:
The table was moved!
Crap! The shadows are all off.
Only 1 more class left to do the project.
Nutrition:
Bleh. Ate a cookie and drank some Yoo-hoo.
Period3:
We watched this japanese movie with racoons that shape shift.
I always forget what it's called.
It was fun.
Period4:
Teenline talk.
______ wrote on some of the desks with a sharpie.
She drew some happy faces and a penis.
She yelled at me for complaining about the sharpie smell.
Geez. I stayed quiet for the rest of class.
Lunch:
I made some instant yakisoba.
Yummy.
Dandelion took some.
Period6:
Indoor P.E.
______ looked like she was having a lot of fun.
She was talking to the MayoragaBros.
I'm so jealous. How are they able to talk to her and hold her?
I don't get to do that anymore.
I miss her.
Ugh. I'm so frustrated with my life.
Period7:
Socratic Seminar on Night.
Ms.Levine seems to be getting stricter.
Afterschool:
Cold. Rainy. I didn't like it.
Checked in for the final chinese class.
I have a B or A in that class. Yay.
I'm going back next semester.
We then talked with Dust and Timmy in the Attendance office for a while and headed to McDonalds.
We ate and talked to this kid.
Went back.
Went home.
Wet and Cold.
Ugh.
Long day.
I hated it.
Life1216
AH. SORRY.
I was out the whole day again.
I've been really busy.
I'll make this quick and simple.
I can't really detail it much.
Period1:
Biology test. I think i did good.
Nutrition:
Bleh.
Period3:
Usual. Fun.
Didn't do much.
Period5:
Math. Sleepy. Test Review. Ugh.
Lunch:
I was very hungry.
No food.
Went to a golf team meeting.
Yay. I'm in. And i'm getting new clubs.
Period7:
Late to class due to the golf meeting.
Damn. We had a quiz on Night by Elie Wiesel.
I got a 10/60.
Afterschool:
Helped Aldo, SAD, and QuietGiant study for their Biology test.
Not really.
We just went to Mcdonalds and had some McFlurries.
Yummy.
Athome:
Went home.
Played Touhou.
Went to Glendale.
Came back at 11.
Tired as hell.
I was out the whole day again.
I've been really busy.
I'll make this quick and simple.
I can't really detail it much.
Period1:
Biology test. I think i did good.
Nutrition:
Bleh.
Period3:
Usual. Fun.
Didn't do much.
Period5:
Math. Sleepy. Test Review. Ugh.
Lunch:
I was very hungry.
No food.
Went to a golf team meeting.
Yay. I'm in. And i'm getting new clubs.
Period7:
Late to class due to the golf meeting.
Damn. We had a quiz on Night by Elie Wiesel.
I got a 10/60.
Afterschool:
Helped Aldo, SAD, and QuietGiant study for their Biology test.
Not really.
We just went to Mcdonalds and had some McFlurries.
Yummy.
Athome:
Went home.
Played Touhou.
Went to Glendale.
Came back at 11.
Tired as hell.
15.12.08
Life1215
First thought:
Damn! It's cold. Yay.
Haha. Yes, i love winter just to let you know.
It's way better than hot sweaty summer and rainy but warm spring.
Fall is okay but here in California, it's still summer.
Not only was it cold this morning but it was raining like crazy.
Heh, rain in Japanese is 雨 (あめ) which is pronounced as "ah-meh".
And i know someone who has this as their middle name.
Oh yes. It's ______.
FREEZE
A little thing you should know about ______, is that she is half Japanese half Mexican.
Dad's Mexican, Mom's Japanese. Go figure.
UNFREEZE
That's one reason i like the rain.
Oh yeah, i didn't used to like it because all it was to me was weather that meant cold and wet everything. And puddles.
But, ______ loves the rain, has it has her middle name, and loves jumping in puddles.
1+1=2?
Anyways, here's how the rest of my day went.
Period1:
Well, i didn't know we were going to have a test tomorrow on Chapter 6. Crap.
We also watched this interesting Power Point of Rwanda. It was really sad and the lecture our teacher gave us was somewhat.. strange but i empathized.
Oh yeah, JoeyG also lent me his red fuzzy warm penguin jacket. $89. Dang.
Nutrition:
I ate Pocky and drank a Yoo-hoo. Yummy.
Period2:
Ugh, this drawing is taking way too long. Shoot me.
The spheres came out good so far.
I like spheres.
Way easier than cubes, cones, or cylinder.
Lunch:
I basically spent the whole time making my instant Yakisoba that i bought at Mitsuwa.
It was Yummy though.
Period4:
Uhh, not much really happened.
We were talking about how to handle conflicts and stuff.
We even watched a video.
Period6:
Indoor P.E.!
I played basketball.
Scared stiff when Jigga tried to drag me to where ______ was sitting.
Afterschool:
LAST CHINESE CLASS.
Well, we had our final.
It was pretty easy actually.
I also did good on the oral test part which i think i got a 38/40 on.
Not bad right?
After we finished our tests, me, Aldo, KuyaBrennan, and the LiowBros. went to Mcdonalds and i got a fillet o' fish that i finished in less than 5 seconds. I swear.
It only took 3 bites.
Then, we walked over to the school gym where our school's basketball team was having a home game. Both jv and varsity.
Me and Aldo left at 5:40.
I got home and i'm in the middle of studying for that same Biology test. Ugh. Shoot Me.
Damn! It's cold. Yay.
Haha. Yes, i love winter just to let you know.
It's way better than hot sweaty summer and rainy but warm spring.
Fall is okay but here in California, it's still summer.
Not only was it cold this morning but it was raining like crazy.
Heh, rain in Japanese is 雨 (あめ) which is pronounced as "ah-meh".
And i know someone who has this as their middle name.
Oh yes. It's ______.
FREEZE
A little thing you should know about ______, is that she is half Japanese half Mexican.
Dad's Mexican, Mom's Japanese. Go figure.
UNFREEZE
That's one reason i like the rain.
Oh yeah, i didn't used to like it because all it was to me was weather that meant cold and wet everything. And puddles.
But, ______ loves the rain, has it has her middle name, and loves jumping in puddles.
1+1=2?
Anyways, here's how the rest of my day went.
Period1:
Well, i didn't know we were going to have a test tomorrow on Chapter 6. Crap.
We also watched this interesting Power Point of Rwanda. It was really sad and the lecture our teacher gave us was somewhat.. strange but i empathized.
Oh yeah, JoeyG also lent me his red fuzzy warm penguin jacket. $89. Dang.
Nutrition:
I ate Pocky and drank a Yoo-hoo. Yummy.
Period2:
Ugh, this drawing is taking way too long. Shoot me.
The spheres came out good so far.
I like spheres.
Way easier than cubes, cones, or cylinder.
Lunch:
I basically spent the whole time making my instant Yakisoba that i bought at Mitsuwa.
It was Yummy though.
Period4:
Uhh, not much really happened.
We were talking about how to handle conflicts and stuff.
We even watched a video.
Period6:
Indoor P.E.!
I played basketball.
Scared stiff when Jigga tried to drag me to where ______ was sitting.
Afterschool:
LAST CHINESE CLASS.
Well, we had our final.
It was pretty easy actually.
I also did good on the oral test part which i think i got a 38/40 on.
Not bad right?
After we finished our tests, me, Aldo, KuyaBrennan, and the LiowBros. went to Mcdonalds and i got a fillet o' fish that i finished in less than 5 seconds. I swear.
It only took 3 bites.
Then, we walked over to the school gym where our school's basketball team was having a home game. Both jv and varsity.
Me and Aldo left at 5:40.
I got home and i'm in the middle of studying for that same Biology test. Ugh. Shoot Me.
14.12.08
Life1214
Gone.
Parents Anniversary.
Update tomorrow.
Sorry.
Alright. Sorry about that everyone. It was my parents anniversary.
So yeah. Haha.
Basically, all i did was stay at my grandma's house
(which is downstairs)
and played/used the computer all day.
Nothing special really.
My mom was off doing some Christmas Shopping while my dad was working.
At one point my mom took me to Rite Aid and we bought a mess load of stuff.
Mainly chocolates.
For Presents.
Yep.
That's how that day went.
All there is to it.
Boring.
Parents Anniversary.
Update tomorrow.
Sorry.
Alright. Sorry about that everyone. It was my parents anniversary.
So yeah. Haha.
Basically, all i did was stay at my grandma's house
(which is downstairs)
and played/used the computer all day.
Nothing special really.
My mom was off doing some Christmas Shopping while my dad was working.
At one point my mom took me to Rite Aid and we bought a mess load of stuff.
Mainly chocolates.
For Presents.
Yep.
That's how that day went.
All there is to it.
Boring.
13.12.08
Life1213
Uh, well, i got home late.
Around 11:23.
Long day.
I'll post it up tomorrow.
Sorry.
Okay! Let's get this thing started.
Recap:
Woke up to go to my Saturday school again.
Just like usual. I felt i was forgetting something. But i let the feeling just pass.
Period1:
Not really fun as it usually is. Philippe wasn't there. There were only 2 Amigops.
Sad. I got the solo though! Yay. I guess.
Break:
Cup O' Noodles.
Period2:
I didn't even get to do my scene since the ones before it were taking too long.
Phew. I didn't memorize my lines and we were supposed to be off book.
Oh yeah! We also watched a bit of 300.
After:
My parents picked me and my brother up.
There were some stuff from Mitsuwa and some Bearded Papa's Cream Puffs!
I was tripping out!
FREEZE
For those of you who don't know what Bearded Papa's is, it's just about the best cream puff shop in the World! Or at least the best i've tasted so far. And i love cream puffs to the point of addiction.
UNFREEZE
I felt like something was up for sure. My parents were being too nice.
Wierd.
Anyways, they said it was their Anniversary tomorrow!
Oh Shit!
That's what i forgot. Anyways, so the plans for today were to go to Little Tokyo then go to Church, then Glendale Galleria. Today was going to be fun. I just hope my little brother doesn't ruin it for us like he always does.
So, we went to Little Tokyo mall and ate at this really good ramen shop.
I ordered the curry set with ramen. It was a lot. I finished it all.
After that, we went to play at the arcade and i got to play some DDR and Taiko!
I'm really good at Taiko. I think my dad took a video of me and my brother playing so i'll post that up one of these days..
Then, i went to Mitsuwa and bought a whole bunch of Japanese candy for presents!
Total: $32
After finishing all that and getting ready to leave, i was able to get some Milk Tea Boba!
My weakness. Haha.
We then went home and rested for a while and then got ready to leave again for church.
After, we went to Glendale Galleria!
My plans were to get the presents for:
Aldo.
Dandelion.
and
______.
So off i went to Forever21 and PacSun.
I was able to get Aldo this really funny but cool looking shirt from there. I'll give details about the presents later.
Total: $10
At Forever21, i got ______ and Dandelion some pants. Yellow and Magenta ones. I knew ______ was a size 24 and Dandelion was a 25 but all i could find were 25 for both. I'll just give them the gift reciept.
Total: $40
Overall Total for the Day: $82 spent out of $100 saved.
After more shopping for other presents which weren't for any of my friends we went to Acapulco to eat for my parents anniversary.
I ordered this new item that was a steak fajita with a shrimp enchilada.
It was really good.
Next, we went home and went to sleep.
It was a cold night.
Around 11:23.
Long day.
I'll post it up tomorrow.
Sorry.
Okay! Let's get this thing started.
Recap:
Woke up to go to my Saturday school again.
Just like usual. I felt i was forgetting something. But i let the feeling just pass.
Period1:
Not really fun as it usually is. Philippe wasn't there. There were only 2 Amigops.
Sad. I got the solo though! Yay. I guess.
Break:
Cup O' Noodles.
Period2:
I didn't even get to do my scene since the ones before it were taking too long.
Phew. I didn't memorize my lines and we were supposed to be off book.
Oh yeah! We also watched a bit of 300.
After:
My parents picked me and my brother up.
There were some stuff from Mitsuwa and some Bearded Papa's Cream Puffs!
I was tripping out!
FREEZE
For those of you who don't know what Bearded Papa's is, it's just about the best cream puff shop in the World! Or at least the best i've tasted so far. And i love cream puffs to the point of addiction.
UNFREEZE
I felt like something was up for sure. My parents were being too nice.
Wierd.
Anyways, they said it was their Anniversary tomorrow!
Oh Shit!
That's what i forgot. Anyways, so the plans for today were to go to Little Tokyo then go to Church, then Glendale Galleria. Today was going to be fun. I just hope my little brother doesn't ruin it for us like he always does.
So, we went to Little Tokyo mall and ate at this really good ramen shop.
I ordered the curry set with ramen. It was a lot. I finished it all.
After that, we went to play at the arcade and i got to play some DDR and Taiko!
I'm really good at Taiko. I think my dad took a video of me and my brother playing so i'll post that up one of these days..
Then, i went to Mitsuwa and bought a whole bunch of Japanese candy for presents!
Total: $32
After finishing all that and getting ready to leave, i was able to get some Milk Tea Boba!
My weakness. Haha.
We then went home and rested for a while and then got ready to leave again for church.
After, we went to Glendale Galleria!
My plans were to get the presents for:
Aldo.
Dandelion.
and
______.
So off i went to Forever21 and PacSun.
I was able to get Aldo this really funny but cool looking shirt from there. I'll give details about the presents later.
Total: $10
At Forever21, i got ______ and Dandelion some pants. Yellow and Magenta ones. I knew ______ was a size 24 and Dandelion was a 25 but all i could find were 25 for both. I'll just give them the gift reciept.
Total: $40
Overall Total for the Day: $82 spent out of $100 saved.
After more shopping for other presents which weren't for any of my friends we went to Acapulco to eat for my parents anniversary.
I ordered this new item that was a steak fajita with a shrimp enchilada.
It was really good.
Next, we went home and went to sleep.
It was a cold night.
12.12.08
Life1212
Okay!
Thank God it's Friday!
(Haha, that rhymed)
So, as you all may know, i didn't post on time yesterday due to parental complications.
But that's gone and it's a new day.
Period1:
Crap. I got there late and wasn't able to turn in my study guide homework.
So was Huntley and LilyBee. So, i made a plan to sneak ours into the pile of homework.
All i needed now was for Ms.Chung to turn away for a couple of seconds or leave the room.
At one point she finally did and, BAM! With a very fast heartbeat, i got our papers in.
Oh i'm good. Hehe.
Nutrition:
I made a very bad choice at the time. I decided to mess with Dandelion's Rubix cube by finishing it. I would regret it later.
Period3:
Well, we listened to this very interesting podcast called Learning Japanese with Beb & Alex
Heres a link to their podcast:
Learn Japanese with Beb and Alex
It's very funny.
Lunch:
Karma. I wasn't supposed to mess with the Rubix cube. Crap, bad decision. Dandelion got mad.
I "ran" away. I hung out with Francois. He's my new bathroom buddy.
Period5:
Mr.Wilson started moving lots of people around the class to new seats. Me and Hunter moved but we still sat together. Weird. Mr.Wilson said he had moved people who were noisy to sit with generally quiet people. Hunter and I are both loud. Apparently we work well together and actually get stuff done in class compared to before. Wierd. Well it's good enough for me.
Period6:
P.E. was pretty fun today. We had free play so yeah. I didn't do anything. I just like sat down and talked to Acceber the whole time. Lot's of random stuff. Especially something regarding Kenny and marshmallows. Haha. It was fun.
At home:
Well, i got home and we had bible study. By the way, i'm christian. The lesson today was really good but i won't discuss religion here. Besides that, i talked to Dandelion a bit. It was pretty cool. Some things cleared up between us and were better friends now. The rest is personal.
FREEZE
Okay, so i have this little plan. It's about Christmas presents. So, after talking to Dandelion for a while, i finally decided what i was going to get for her and ______! It's going to be some yellow and pink skinnies from Forever21 for them. I have this whole wierd dream in my head of how it would go. I doubt that's ever going to happen. I'm still not going to give up on ______. Despite how she treats me and how much she hates me (or seems like it). I'm stubborn that way.
UNFREEZE
That's all for today. Tomorrow, i probably won't be posting for a while because i have Saturday school and i'm going shopping. Christmas shopping! Then maybe to Dandelion's Bible study.
Thank God it's Friday!
(Haha, that rhymed)
So, as you all may know, i didn't post on time yesterday due to parental complications.
But that's gone and it's a new day.
Period1:
Crap. I got there late and wasn't able to turn in my study guide homework.
So was Huntley and LilyBee. So, i made a plan to sneak ours into the pile of homework.
All i needed now was for Ms.Chung to turn away for a couple of seconds or leave the room.
At one point she finally did and, BAM! With a very fast heartbeat, i got our papers in.
Oh i'm good. Hehe.
Nutrition:
I made a very bad choice at the time. I decided to mess with Dandelion's Rubix cube by finishing it. I would regret it later.
Period3:
Well, we listened to this very interesting podcast called Learning Japanese with Beb & Alex
Heres a link to their podcast:
Learn Japanese with Beb and Alex
It's very funny.
Lunch:
Karma. I wasn't supposed to mess with the Rubix cube. Crap, bad decision. Dandelion got mad.
I "ran" away. I hung out with Francois. He's my new bathroom buddy.
Period5:
Mr.Wilson started moving lots of people around the class to new seats. Me and Hunter moved but we still sat together. Weird. Mr.Wilson said he had moved people who were noisy to sit with generally quiet people. Hunter and I are both loud. Apparently we work well together and actually get stuff done in class compared to before. Wierd. Well it's good enough for me.
Period6:
P.E. was pretty fun today. We had free play so yeah. I didn't do anything. I just like sat down and talked to Acceber the whole time. Lot's of random stuff. Especially something regarding Kenny and marshmallows. Haha. It was fun.
At home:
Well, i got home and we had bible study. By the way, i'm christian. The lesson today was really good but i won't discuss religion here. Besides that, i talked to Dandelion a bit. It was pretty cool. Some things cleared up between us and were better friends now. The rest is personal.
FREEZE
Okay, so i have this little plan. It's about Christmas presents. So, after talking to Dandelion for a while, i finally decided what i was going to get for her and ______! It's going to be some yellow and pink skinnies from Forever21 for them. I have this whole wierd dream in my head of how it would go. I doubt that's ever going to happen. I'm still not going to give up on ______. Despite how she treats me and how much she hates me (or seems like it). I'm stubborn that way.
UNFREEZE
That's all for today. Tomorrow, i probably won't be posting for a while because i have Saturday school and i'm going shopping. Christmas shopping! Then maybe to Dandelion's Bible study.
11.12.08
Life1211
UPDATE will be tomorrow. I'm grounded for the day. Sorry.
Okay. Let's get this over with.
By the way, sorry for the late post.
As i said, i was grounded for a day.
The reason why is because i got home late.
Period2:
Uh, well, i'm already gettin tired of the drawing. I wonder if it'll come out okay.
Nutrition:
Nothing really happened.
Period4:
Well, we had this huge discussions about emotions but nothing really funny happened.
Lunch:
Sadly, i don't remember.
FREEZE
As you can see, i'm really having trouble remembering yesterday. I apologize and i'll try not to let it happen again. Just bear with me here.
UNFREEZE
Period6:
We had a sub. I didn't do much. I didn't run either because i didn't bring my p.e. shoes.
Period7:
We read this speech by Elie Wiesel for the Nobel Peace Prize. I fell asleep in class.
Afterschool:
Oh yeah, by the way. I now know that ______ is being tutored for math. she's after school every Wednesday and Thursday for about an hour or so. At least that's what i know so far. Aldo and i then took a ride in GiantJew's car to TOGO's with this 6th grader, Timmy. He's pinoy. We ate and it was really expensive. We spent like 12 dolars just for 2 pastrami sandwiches. Then we went to Mcdonalds for a drink and made our way back to school. We talked with Timmy until his dad picked him up and we went to the pool and watched some of our friends race. Then, we ran with the LiowBros. back to Mcdonalds and back to school. Then, we just waited for a while until Aldo's parents picked us up and went home where i was then grounded.
The End.
Boring right?
Sorry for not putting it up yesterday. Truly. I'll make up for it.
Okay. Let's get this over with.
By the way, sorry for the late post.
As i said, i was grounded for a day.
The reason why is because i got home late.
Period2:
Uh, well, i'm already gettin tired of the drawing. I wonder if it'll come out okay.
Nutrition:
Nothing really happened.
Period4:
Well, we had this huge discussions about emotions but nothing really funny happened.
Lunch:
Sadly, i don't remember.
FREEZE
As you can see, i'm really having trouble remembering yesterday. I apologize and i'll try not to let it happen again. Just bear with me here.
UNFREEZE
Period6:
We had a sub. I didn't do much. I didn't run either because i didn't bring my p.e. shoes.
Period7:
We read this speech by Elie Wiesel for the Nobel Peace Prize. I fell asleep in class.
Afterschool:
Oh yeah, by the way. I now know that ______ is being tutored for math. she's after school every Wednesday and Thursday for about an hour or so. At least that's what i know so far. Aldo and i then took a ride in GiantJew's car to TOGO's with this 6th grader, Timmy. He's pinoy. We ate and it was really expensive. We spent like 12 dolars just for 2 pastrami sandwiches. Then we went to Mcdonalds for a drink and made our way back to school. We talked with Timmy until his dad picked him up and we went to the pool and watched some of our friends race. Then, we ran with the LiowBros. back to Mcdonalds and back to school. Then, we just waited for a while until Aldo's parents picked us up and went home where i was then grounded.
The End.
Boring right?
Sorry for not putting it up yesterday. Truly. I'll make up for it.
10.12.08
Life1210
Once again, go chinese class!
Let's get this post started.
Here's how today went:
Period1:
We did a lab with our shoes. Boring.
Nutrition:
Goddamn! How many times does ______ have to insult me?!
God! It's my decision on what i wear. I don't tell her what to wear.
Gosh.
Oh yeah, i'm supposed to mention something about Tima. I'm not so sure if i should though.
Haha.
Period3:
Oh boy, today in Japanese class was fun. A guest speaker came from all the way from Japan's Kanagawaken prefecture. His name was Mikey? He answered a lot of questions but before that, we had some food. I was supposed to bring some fried rice but someone ate the rice i had prepared the night before. Sad huh? All my hard work. Even though i wasn't able to bring any food, those who did brought some great stuff! Ashuri brought some Mac n Cheese! Yay! Klewless brought some Yakisoba! Yay! Tadashii brought some Calpico! Yay! I don't remember who brought the mochi. Yay anyways! So, after eating, we began to ask the guest speaker some questions. Haha, he told us a lot. He's 25 and teaches English in Japan.
Lunch:
Uh, well, i walked around and ate some ice cream. That's okay i guess. Yeah. Fun fun.
Period5:
Oh my god! I was falling asleep in class. I even woke up with a headache i still have until now. Ugh. What a pain in the ass.
Period7:
Thank God we didn't have to continue writing our essays! Instead, we talked about some stuff and peer edited our essays. By the way, we were supposed to write 3 pages in class whereas i only wrote 1 1/2 paragraphs. Haha. Thanks to this blog post, i just remembered i have to turn in my essay to turnitin.com. Phew. If i didn't i'd have lost 100 points. And pretty much didn't do anything for the rest of class.
Afterschool:
CHINESE CLASS.
Oh my God! Finally!
I was so stoked to see the end product of our work on Monday (see post Life1208).
So, i brought some speakers like i said i would.
Okay, i absolutely LOVED our video. It was hilarious! You could so tell that we had fun making it. If you'd like, you can watch it down at the bottom of this post. (I'm the short asian kid wearing a purple shirt and a gray cardigan).
JoeyG's video was higher in homosexual levels. There was a scene where JoeyG and ZachBell pretend kiss (but it was realistic) for like 30 seconds. There was also a scene where KuyaBrennan pretend kissed Aldo too. Haha. Funny stuff right? Aldo looked so awkward in the video. The camera angles for JoeyG were funny and amazing. They were everywhere. At one point, between his legs. I'll put up their video as soon as they give me a copy.
Here's our Chinese Final Video Project:
By the way, i'm the one who took the footage for the credits.
(I'll upload a version with subtitles later on)
Let's get this post started.
Here's how today went:
Period1:
We did a lab with our shoes. Boring.
Nutrition:
Goddamn! How many times does ______ have to insult me?!
God! It's my decision on what i wear. I don't tell her what to wear.
Gosh.
Oh yeah, i'm supposed to mention something about Tima. I'm not so sure if i should though.
Haha.
Period3:
Oh boy, today in Japanese class was fun. A guest speaker came from all the way from Japan's Kanagawaken prefecture. His name was Mikey? He answered a lot of questions but before that, we had some food. I was supposed to bring some fried rice but someone ate the rice i had prepared the night before. Sad huh? All my hard work. Even though i wasn't able to bring any food, those who did brought some great stuff! Ashuri brought some Mac n Cheese! Yay! Klewless brought some Yakisoba! Yay! Tadashii brought some Calpico! Yay! I don't remember who brought the mochi. Yay anyways! So, after eating, we began to ask the guest speaker some questions. Haha, he told us a lot. He's 25 and teaches English in Japan.
Lunch:
Uh, well, i walked around and ate some ice cream. That's okay i guess. Yeah. Fun fun.
Period5:
Oh my god! I was falling asleep in class. I even woke up with a headache i still have until now. Ugh. What a pain in the ass.
Period7:
Thank God we didn't have to continue writing our essays! Instead, we talked about some stuff and peer edited our essays. By the way, we were supposed to write 3 pages in class whereas i only wrote 1 1/2 paragraphs. Haha. Thanks to this blog post, i just remembered i have to turn in my essay to turnitin.com. Phew. If i didn't i'd have lost 100 points. And pretty much didn't do anything for the rest of class.
Afterschool:
CHINESE CLASS.
Oh my God! Finally!
I was so stoked to see the end product of our work on Monday (see post Life1208).
So, i brought some speakers like i said i would.
Okay, i absolutely LOVED our video. It was hilarious! You could so tell that we had fun making it. If you'd like, you can watch it down at the bottom of this post. (I'm the short asian kid wearing a purple shirt and a gray cardigan).
JoeyG's video was higher in homosexual levels. There was a scene where JoeyG and ZachBell pretend kiss (but it was realistic) for like 30 seconds. There was also a scene where KuyaBrennan pretend kissed Aldo too. Haha. Funny stuff right? Aldo looked so awkward in the video. The camera angles for JoeyG were funny and amazing. They were everywhere. At one point, between his legs. I'll put up their video as soon as they give me a copy.
Here's our Chinese Final Video Project:
By the way, i'm the one who took the footage for the credits.
(I'll upload a version with subtitles later on)
9.12.08
Life1209
Alright.
I'm very sleepy right now but i'll do my best.
Oh, and by the way. I know there's quite a lot of you that i know and don't know that read this.
All i want to say is:
Thank you.
Thank you for supporting me this far and i will continue.
So, without further ado, let's do this thang.
Period2:
Oh. My. God.
The setup of shapes Mr.Bresson put out was just crazy.
There were way too many shapes up there. How the heck did he expect us to draw all of it?!
Well, he dropped a lamp and messed up a light bulb so that took time. By the way, we only have until the last day before Winter break to finish this final project. Plus, today was early out. Yay.
I spent the whole class time seriously trying to find a good composition for my drawing. This is going to be one tough cookie. Wish me luck.
Nutrition:
Oh yeah, forgot to mention, thanks to Dandelion, i had some early morning coffee from coffee bean to wake me up. Chong also gacve me some hazel wafer sticks and those were good too.
Didn't really do much.
Period4:
Haha, i love health class. Except the fact ______ is right there behind me.
Today, we talked about abstinence and somehow ended up talking about masturbation.
Even though i was asking GloriaK. what we were doing, ______ gave me a cold answer.
I wasn't even talking to her! What. The. Heck. Why does she do this to me?! What is exactly her deal?!
FREEZE
Let me just interject that when ______ did what she did to me, she said we'd be friends.
I just think that is really some major bootleg. She treats me horribly. Worse than that even.
Why do i still feel the way i do? Because. I'm just stubborn.
UNFREEZE
Period6:
Ran. Fast. Finished first. Yay.
I got to watch Mr.Nobells play handball.
He's amazing! I wish i could play like that. You should see him.
Lunch:
I was so hungry. Too bad we had to finish filming one scene for my group's Chinese video project.
We spent the whole lunch doing that. I even had crab cakes for lunch today. Sad huh?
Period7:
What a drag. We read an example essay and graded it. Woohoo.
Afterschool:
For once, in a long time, i got on the bus afterschool. I rarely do that nowadays.
Leslie was there and we had a fun time talking. Yay.
I'm still sleepy. I might add some more if i feel like it.
I'm very sleepy right now but i'll do my best.
Oh, and by the way. I know there's quite a lot of you that i know and don't know that read this.
All i want to say is:
Thank you.
Thank you for supporting me this far and i will continue.
So, without further ado, let's do this thang.
Period2:
Oh. My. God.
The setup of shapes Mr.Bresson put out was just crazy.
There were way too many shapes up there. How the heck did he expect us to draw all of it?!
Well, he dropped a lamp and messed up a light bulb so that took time. By the way, we only have until the last day before Winter break to finish this final project. Plus, today was early out. Yay.
I spent the whole class time seriously trying to find a good composition for my drawing. This is going to be one tough cookie. Wish me luck.
Nutrition:
Oh yeah, forgot to mention, thanks to Dandelion, i had some early morning coffee from coffee bean to wake me up. Chong also gacve me some hazel wafer sticks and those were good too.
Didn't really do much.
Period4:
Haha, i love health class. Except the fact ______ is right there behind me.
Today, we talked about abstinence and somehow ended up talking about masturbation.
Even though i was asking GloriaK. what we were doing, ______ gave me a cold answer.
I wasn't even talking to her! What. The. Heck. Why does she do this to me?! What is exactly her deal?!
FREEZE
Let me just interject that when ______ did what she did to me, she said we'd be friends.
I just think that is really some major bootleg. She treats me horribly. Worse than that even.
Why do i still feel the way i do? Because. I'm just stubborn.
UNFREEZE
Period6:
Ran. Fast. Finished first. Yay.
I got to watch Mr.Nobells play handball.
He's amazing! I wish i could play like that. You should see him.
Lunch:
I was so hungry. Too bad we had to finish filming one scene for my group's Chinese video project.
We spent the whole lunch doing that. I even had crab cakes for lunch today. Sad huh?
Period7:
What a drag. We read an example essay and graded it. Woohoo.
Afterschool:
For once, in a long time, i got on the bus afterschool. I rarely do that nowadays.
Leslie was there and we had a fun time talking. Yay.
I'm still sleepy. I might add some more if i feel like it.
8.12.08
Music1208
TheMusic:
The Fear - Lily Allen
"It's Not Me, It's You" (Out February 2009)
TheLyrics:
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner
Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear
SongMeaning:
Pretty much self-explanatory.
It's a song about materialism and all that.
The "Fear" she refers to is harsh reality.
MyMeaning:
None yet at the moment.
TheFeeling:
It's just a song that's great musically and has a good message.
Sort of.
I think the beat's in all her songs are wonderful.
Especially how she incorparates wind instruments in her songs.
Plus, her wonderful accent even adds a certain zing to her songs.
TheRecommendations:
LDN
Smile
Alfie
Knock em' Out
Everything's Just Wonderful
Littlest Things
Mr. Blue Sky (ELO cover)
The Fear - Lily Allen
"It's Not Me, It's You" (Out February 2009)
TheLyrics:
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f***loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner
Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear
SongMeaning:
Pretty much self-explanatory.
It's a song about materialism and all that.
The "Fear" she refers to is harsh reality.
MyMeaning:
None yet at the moment.
TheFeeling:
It's just a song that's great musically and has a good message.
Sort of.
I think the beat's in all her songs are wonderful.
Especially how she incorparates wind instruments in her songs.
Plus, her wonderful accent even adds a certain zing to her songs.
TheRecommendations:
LDN
Smile
Alfie
Knock em' Out
Everything's Just Wonderful
Littlest Things
Mr. Blue Sky (ELO cover)
Life1208
BEST CHINESE CLASS EVER.
period.
I'll get to that bit in a while. Be patient.
Period1:
Damn, we took so many notes that it covered both sides of my page.
Nutrition:
Not much. I don't even remember it.
Period2:
Easy. I did a rushed drawing that actually came out good.
I hope it brings up my grade even by one point.
Lunch:
Hehe. Erick gave me some amzaing chicken. Don't know why he didn't want it in the first place.
Oh well, his loss.
There was also some awkwardness between Aldo and SAD. So, me and TheCouple stepped in and did what we could. Aldo and SAD have a lot to work on their relationship. Aldo's being a little kid and is scared of some cooties. SAD just doesn't know what to do. One thing is for sure though:
They like each other a lot and i'm not going to let their relationship fail.
FREEZE
By the way, last Friday when i went to Michy's house, i ate fried chicken straight from the fridge.
Just wanted to share that.
UNFREEZE
Period3:
Had a quiz. It was easy. I noticed Ms.LoveBear was having a headache so she let us all just have free time. We're also having a little party on Wednesday for this guest that's coming over. I volunteered to bring some Fried Rice.
FREEZE
By the way, my dream is to make the best Fried Rice in the world one day.
Just thought i should share that.
UNFREEZE
Period5:
A complete bore. I got a 60 on my geometry quiz.
Damn, i probably have a C in that class.
Afterschool:
CHINESE CLASS
Wow, this was about the best Chinese class i've ever had this whole year.
First off, class started late since the door wasn't open yet.
And, she bought us all Milk Tea Boba!
I used to like her then hate her, but now, i love her!
Boba is just about my favorite drink in the world! (especially HoneyDew Melon which is also my favorite fruit)
Next, we pretty much had free time the whole time since all we had to do today was film our final project for chinese. If you read an earlier post, our project is to make a 4-6 minute film using only chinese dialogue.
Scene3: The Fight
The first scene we worked on was the fight scene.
It was so fun, i can't even explain it.
You'll just have to see it yourself when i upload it.
The scene was basically about a fight.
Obviously.
FREEZE
I noticed i have a lot of pictures and videos that i promised to put up. Sorry about that..
UNFREEZE
Scene1: The Shower
Next, we did the shower scene.
I didn't really have a part in it but it was funny to watch my group film it.
The main character (KuyaBrennan) stripped and only wore a towel. That part was pretty trauma inducing. The whole thing was pretty much trauma inducing.
But, it was funny how it all worked too well.
This scene was about the main character finding out that another person likes his girlfriend.
Scene2: The Food
Okay, so for this scene, my group walked over to TOGO's just down the street from our school and film there. We were also hungry and decided to get some food. Yay food.
We were starting to run out of time so we rushed this last scene.
Basically what happened was that my character and the main character talk at a restaurant and bump into a friend of the guy we found out likes the main character's girlfriend.
Strangely, we kill the guy and he appears in the last scene (The Fight) as a ghost that convinces us to stop fighting..
After that, we all went home. Everything went well today.
Moral: Boba is the shit.
period.
I'll get to that bit in a while. Be patient.
Period1:
Damn, we took so many notes that it covered both sides of my page.
Nutrition:
Not much. I don't even remember it.
Period2:
Easy. I did a rushed drawing that actually came out good.
I hope it brings up my grade even by one point.
Lunch:
Hehe. Erick gave me some amzaing chicken. Don't know why he didn't want it in the first place.
Oh well, his loss.
There was also some awkwardness between Aldo and SAD. So, me and TheCouple stepped in and did what we could. Aldo and SAD have a lot to work on their relationship. Aldo's being a little kid and is scared of some cooties. SAD just doesn't know what to do. One thing is for sure though:
They like each other a lot and i'm not going to let their relationship fail.
FREEZE
By the way, last Friday when i went to Michy's house, i ate fried chicken straight from the fridge.
Just wanted to share that.
UNFREEZE
Period3:
Had a quiz. It was easy. I noticed Ms.LoveBear was having a headache so she let us all just have free time. We're also having a little party on Wednesday for this guest that's coming over. I volunteered to bring some Fried Rice.
FREEZE
By the way, my dream is to make the best Fried Rice in the world one day.
Just thought i should share that.
UNFREEZE
Period5:
A complete bore. I got a 60 on my geometry quiz.
Damn, i probably have a C in that class.
Afterschool:
CHINESE CLASS
Wow, this was about the best Chinese class i've ever had this whole year.
First off, class started late since the door wasn't open yet.
And, she bought us all Milk Tea Boba!
I used to like her then hate her, but now, i love her!
Boba is just about my favorite drink in the world! (especially HoneyDew Melon which is also my favorite fruit)
Next, we pretty much had free time the whole time since all we had to do today was film our final project for chinese. If you read an earlier post, our project is to make a 4-6 minute film using only chinese dialogue.
Scene3: The Fight
The first scene we worked on was the fight scene.
It was so fun, i can't even explain it.
You'll just have to see it yourself when i upload it.
The scene was basically about a fight.
Obviously.
FREEZE
I noticed i have a lot of pictures and videos that i promised to put up. Sorry about that..
UNFREEZE
Scene1: The Shower
Next, we did the shower scene.
I didn't really have a part in it but it was funny to watch my group film it.
The main character (KuyaBrennan) stripped and only wore a towel. That part was pretty trauma inducing. The whole thing was pretty much trauma inducing.
But, it was funny how it all worked too well.
This scene was about the main character finding out that another person likes his girlfriend.
Scene2: The Food
Okay, so for this scene, my group walked over to TOGO's just down the street from our school and film there. We were also hungry and decided to get some food. Yay food.
We were starting to run out of time so we rushed this last scene.
Basically what happened was that my character and the main character talk at a restaurant and bump into a friend of the guy we found out likes the main character's girlfriend.
Strangely, we kill the guy and he appears in the last scene (The Fight) as a ghost that convinces us to stop fighting..
After that, we all went home. Everything went well today.
Moral: Boba is the shit.
7.12.08
Life1207
What a chill day.
Woke up at like 9 am.Found out my mom was going to Glendale Galleria again.
Alone. Goddammit!
So, i took a shower and went to my Grandma's house.
She lives downstairs.
FREEZE
Maybe i should explain where i live so you all understand.
I live in an apartment with 8 places, 2 floors.
Occupants:
1. Grandparents and Aunt Rexy (Related)
2. Some asians (Unrelated)
3. Aunt Ahm, Uncle Ed, Cousin Izzy (Related)
4. Uncle Derich, Aunt Line (Related)
5. My place
6. Some mexicans (Unrelated)
7. Some mexicans (Unrelated)
8 Great Aunt and Uncle (Related)
Landlord: My Grandfather's brother
So basically, i live with the whole bunch of relatives.
Funny huh?
UNFREEZE
After being stuck doing nothing but watch T.V. for about an hour, the pizza arrived and i had some lunch with some iced coffee i made.
Yum.
Next,
I went over to my cousin's place but they were leaving to eat out and i was left with her brother who's home from college for the weekend. For about 6 hours, i did nothing but use the computer, watch some South Park, and listen to the amazing Lily Allen.
FREEZE
Okay, so yesterday, i found out about this wonderful singer called Lily Allen. I've heard about her before from my cousins but i wasn't really interested at the time. Yesterday, i realized just how amazing her music is! That's due to her early release of a song from her new album called "It's Not Me, It's You" which will be released sometime in February 2009. The song that was released was called "The Fear" and it was absolutely fantastic. I'll concentrate on it a bit later.
UNFREEZE
After those 6 hours of whatever, i went back to my grandma's to play with my nephew.
He so cute. I'll put up a pic of him some other time.
Soon, my mom got back with some In N' Out and i ate dinner.
That's pretty much it.
Can't wait until school tomorrow.
The Fear - Lily Allen
"It's Not Me, It's You"
6.12.08
Memories1206
Where we last left off:
I wrote about how i got to be with ______.
So, let's continue, shall we?
After getting back to school from the long waited Spring break,
Everything was absolutely
wonderful.
What i wouldn't give to relive those days.
From what i remember, we went nice and slow. No rushes.
Remember how i told you we had kept our relationship secret for the first month before it became public at our school?
We kept it secret because we knew both our parents didn't want us dating people at such an early age. But come on! Like that would ever happen.
Well, after a few weeks since we started, i met her mom.
I met her after ______ went on an art field trip. Her mom chaperoned so she was bringing ______ home directly from school. So, as a caring boyfriend, i really wanted to be on good terms with her parents and i was willing to do anything to do that. First was to show the initiative to get to know them and show them i'm responsible and that they can trust me.
I don't really know what i did wrong, but apparently, when i called her later that day, ______ said her mom did not like me at all. She hated me.
With a passion and still does to this day. Well, probably not. Lucky for her, i'm not dating her daughter anymore.
YOU HAPPY NOW?!
Okay, well, i didn't mind that she didn't like me because my mom didn't like ______ either.
It evens out right?
So despite the fact our parents hated who we were with, we didn't care. Becase
we
loved
each
other.
That's all we needed for justification.
So, we continued to become closer and get to know about each other more.
I remember the next problem i had.
What the hell was i going to get ______ for our one month?!
Our one month was on April 16, 2008. (four days before my birthday)
I was seriously freaking out.
Then i finally got the idea of what to get ______! Nothing big. Just an Uglydoll from Mobius.
It was kinda expensive considering i was broke but i didn't care how much i had to work for my parents to make the money. So i bought it.
______ loved it.
I don't know if she still has it. I wonder if she still has everything i've ever given her.
Things just kept getting better and better.
In four days it would be my birthday and i wonder what she'd get me.
Apparently, she went to Mobius too. She got me 3 things:
1. a cactus puppy
2. a zipper pull
3. strawberry pocky
Cute huh? Haha.
God i miss her so much.
FREEZE
I don't think i've explained exactly what i had found out why i liked her in the first place.
Then again, i probably did. Let me just build up on it.
Since you didn't know her like i did.
Actually, i didn't even know her as much as her best friend did.
Despite that, i know i like her because of the way she invades my thoughts even when i don't try. That's what makes being apart so hard for me. I remember how she made me feel so happy that i couldn't keep that damn smile off my face whenever i was around her. She also brought back that relaxed feeling that i haven't had from being so stressed all the time. I never had so much fun with someone like her. I also think she's also beyond pretty if you ask me. In the end, let's just say, i love her so much that it's unconditional. I don't even exactly remember each and everything that's so wonderful. I know it's cheesy as hell. Cheesy just means it's that true.
UNFREEZE
After my birthday, the next event would be Graduation Night.
I think i should save that for a later post.
Atleast i filled the missing parts between the start and what was and still is, the second best day of my life.
I wrote about how i got to be with ______.
So, let's continue, shall we?
After getting back to school from the long waited Spring break,
Everything was absolutely
wonderful.
What i wouldn't give to relive those days.
From what i remember, we went nice and slow. No rushes.
Remember how i told you we had kept our relationship secret for the first month before it became public at our school?
We kept it secret because we knew both our parents didn't want us dating people at such an early age. But come on! Like that would ever happen.
Well, after a few weeks since we started, i met her mom.
I met her after ______ went on an art field trip. Her mom chaperoned so she was bringing ______ home directly from school. So, as a caring boyfriend, i really wanted to be on good terms with her parents and i was willing to do anything to do that. First was to show the initiative to get to know them and show them i'm responsible and that they can trust me.
I don't really know what i did wrong, but apparently, when i called her later that day, ______ said her mom did not like me at all. She hated me.
With a passion and still does to this day. Well, probably not. Lucky for her, i'm not dating her daughter anymore.
YOU HAPPY NOW?!
Okay, well, i didn't mind that she didn't like me because my mom didn't like ______ either.
It evens out right?
So despite the fact our parents hated who we were with, we didn't care. Becase
we
loved
each
other.
That's all we needed for justification.
So, we continued to become closer and get to know about each other more.
I remember the next problem i had.
What the hell was i going to get ______ for our one month?!
Our one month was on April 16, 2008. (four days before my birthday)
I was seriously freaking out.
Then i finally got the idea of what to get ______! Nothing big. Just an Uglydoll from Mobius.
It was kinda expensive considering i was broke but i didn't care how much i had to work for my parents to make the money. So i bought it.
______ loved it.
I don't know if she still has it. I wonder if she still has everything i've ever given her.
Things just kept getting better and better.
In four days it would be my birthday and i wonder what she'd get me.
Apparently, she went to Mobius too. She got me 3 things:
1. a cactus puppy
2. a zipper pull
3. strawberry pocky
Cute huh? Haha.
God i miss her so much.
FREEZE
I don't think i've explained exactly what i had found out why i liked her in the first place.
Then again, i probably did. Let me just build up on it.
Since you didn't know her like i did.
Actually, i didn't even know her as much as her best friend did.
Despite that, i know i like her because of the way she invades my thoughts even when i don't try. That's what makes being apart so hard for me. I remember how she made me feel so happy that i couldn't keep that damn smile off my face whenever i was around her. She also brought back that relaxed feeling that i haven't had from being so stressed all the time. I never had so much fun with someone like her. I also think she's also beyond pretty if you ask me. In the end, let's just say, i love her so much that it's unconditional. I don't even exactly remember each and everything that's so wonderful. I know it's cheesy as hell. Cheesy just means it's that true.
UNFREEZE
After my birthday, the next event would be Graduation Night.
I think i should save that for a later post.
Atleast i filled the missing parts between the start and what was and still is, the second best day of my life.
Life1206
Okay!
Today is my first real weekend post.
Putting that aside, let's get started then. Shall we?
Damn.
My morning was pretty terrible.
All you need to know is that it had a lot of shouting between me and my parents.
And a threat to put me into foster care. Haha.
Anyways, when i got to my weekly Saturday classes
(you don't need to know what they are yet)
(never mind, i'll just say it: I sing and act)
Despite that, it's not really what i want to do, i've just been doing it for so long.
You may or may not know this but, what my dream is to be a chef. A good one too.
Period1:
So, in class today, we, the three amigops (Me, Philippe, and TheBeaner) went up to try out for solos. I think we all did good. I never get the solos. My voice sucks anyways.
Break:
Sadly, we could not get our weekly cup o' noodles from the visual arts building since the director of our program was standing watch. Instead, we walked over to the vending machines and i bought some jalapeno kettle chips. They were really good. Kettle chips for the win!
Period2:
Acting class was pretty interesting today. We wrote some monologues about our characters in the current screen play we will be doing during the Winter lab. We are doing "Save the Last Dance". Apparently, i'm playing the part of some gangster named Trevon. Wierd huh.
We also did some improvisation scenes. It was fun but embarrassing.
After..
We went to this restaurant called Kapistahan Grill located somewhere along Temple St. The food was pretty good but it took too long waiting. It's understandable though because one of their chefs called in sick and there was only 1 of them there today.
Next..
We went to Glendale Galleria! Once again, i continued on my quest on finding the right skinny jeans for me. First, i walked into Pacsun and then walked into Hot Topic. I still don't know which jeans look better. I think i should go shopping with some friends.
Now..
I'm here, at home, watching the boxing match between:
Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao Vs. Oscar Delahoya
That's all that happened today. Pretty dull huh?
Today is my first real weekend post.
Putting that aside, let's get started then. Shall we?
Damn.
My morning was pretty terrible.
All you need to know is that it had a lot of shouting between me and my parents.
And a threat to put me into foster care. Haha.
Anyways, when i got to my weekly Saturday classes
(you don't need to know what they are yet)
(never mind, i'll just say it: I sing and act)
Despite that, it's not really what i want to do, i've just been doing it for so long.
You may or may not know this but, what my dream is to be a chef. A good one too.
Period1:
So, in class today, we, the three amigops (Me, Philippe, and TheBeaner) went up to try out for solos. I think we all did good. I never get the solos. My voice sucks anyways.
Break:
Sadly, we could not get our weekly cup o' noodles from the visual arts building since the director of our program was standing watch. Instead, we walked over to the vending machines and i bought some jalapeno kettle chips. They were really good. Kettle chips for the win!
Period2:
Acting class was pretty interesting today. We wrote some monologues about our characters in the current screen play we will be doing during the Winter lab. We are doing "Save the Last Dance". Apparently, i'm playing the part of some gangster named Trevon. Wierd huh.
We also did some improvisation scenes. It was fun but embarrassing.
After..
We went to this restaurant called Kapistahan Grill located somewhere along Temple St. The food was pretty good but it took too long waiting. It's understandable though because one of their chefs called in sick and there was only 1 of them there today.
Next..
We went to Glendale Galleria! Once again, i continued on my quest on finding the right skinny jeans for me. First, i walked into Pacsun and then walked into Hot Topic. I still don't know which jeans look better. I think i should go shopping with some friends.
Now..
I'm here, at home, watching the boxing match between:
Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao Vs. Oscar Delahoya
That's all that happened today. Pretty dull huh?
5.12.08
Life1205
Today was a very special day.
Not for me, but my friend.
Today sure was cold, but i loved it.
The day started out with 3 honey sticks.
Morning:
1 down, 2 to go.
Period2:
Finished my sphere drawing. It came out really good. I'll upload a pic when i get it back.
Nutrition:
2 down, 1 to go. I also got some pepero, yay me.
Period4:
We watched some birth videos. Boy oh boy, wasn't that oh so very fun.
We guys got it way to easy.
There were like 2 lines of exchange between me and ______.
Not as much intimidation this time. This time, she threatened me.
She does that a lot now.
Lunch:
All 3 mother suckers down. Thankfully, Earth gave me half his burrito thing.
Also, Tiptip got hit by some free-falling bird crap. Damn, that was funny.
Period5:
I owned that test. Form A was way easy. Thank God.
Period 6:
Ran. Finished first again. Talked to Acceber and Kuffle.
End School.
Now this is the good part.
AfterSchool:
Me, Aldo, QuietGiant, SAD, and Chells went to Michy's house.
Drank orange juice.
Played with the dogs.
Swang on the swing.
Conquered the horse.
Watched a funny as hell "horror" movie: "Dance of the Dead"
Ate some pizza.
Left again to go back to school because tonight, we would be attending the LACES choir event.
It would also be the time for Aldo's one night stand.
(not really)
(sort of)
(not in the way you're probably thinking about)
So we sat through an about 2 hour performance
(which i will upload some videos to when i get them up)
and after, we went to look for SAD.
Too bad we couldnt find her. We were running out of time. Aldo had to leave soon. If he didn't do it now, we all knew he'd never get the chance to do it again.
FREEZE.
Okay, ever since i found out that he had liked SAD, i had begun to do my all to help him out.
After all, he is basically my best friend. And hey! If i can't be happy, then i should help someone get the chance to feel what it's really like to feel.
UNFREEZE.
After about 10 minutes of frantically looking for her, we found her.
Aldrin almost ran off but i called him back.
I also did the favor of hauling his friends away to give them some privacy.
The conclusion:
Aldo's got himself his first relationship. est.120508
Congratulations both of you!
I'm very tired, so if you'll excuse me, i've got some sleep to catch up on.
I'll add more tomorrow.
Not for me, but my friend.
Today sure was cold, but i loved it.
The day started out with 3 honey sticks.
Morning:
1 down, 2 to go.
Period2:
Finished my sphere drawing. It came out really good. I'll upload a pic when i get it back.
Nutrition:
2 down, 1 to go. I also got some pepero, yay me.
Period4:
We watched some birth videos. Boy oh boy, wasn't that oh so very fun.
We guys got it way to easy.
There were like 2 lines of exchange between me and ______.
Not as much intimidation this time. This time, she threatened me.
She does that a lot now.
Lunch:
All 3 mother suckers down. Thankfully, Earth gave me half his burrito thing.
Also, Tiptip got hit by some free-falling bird crap. Damn, that was funny.
Period5:
I owned that test. Form A was way easy. Thank God.
Period 6:
Ran. Finished first again. Talked to Acceber and Kuffle.
End School.
Now this is the good part.
AfterSchool:
Me, Aldo, QuietGiant, SAD, and Chells went to Michy's house.
Drank orange juice.
Played with the dogs.
Swang on the swing.
Conquered the horse.
Watched a funny as hell "horror" movie: "Dance of the Dead"
Ate some pizza.
Left again to go back to school because tonight, we would be attending the LACES choir event.
It would also be the time for Aldo's one night stand.
(not really)
(sort of)
(not in the way you're probably thinking about)
So we sat through an about 2 hour performance
(which i will upload some videos to when i get them up)
and after, we went to look for SAD.
Too bad we couldnt find her. We were running out of time. Aldo had to leave soon. If he didn't do it now, we all knew he'd never get the chance to do it again.
FREEZE.
Okay, ever since i found out that he had liked SAD, i had begun to do my all to help him out.
After all, he is basically my best friend. And hey! If i can't be happy, then i should help someone get the chance to feel what it's really like to feel.
UNFREEZE.
After about 10 minutes of frantically looking for her, we found her.
Aldrin almost ran off but i called him back.
I also did the favor of hauling his friends away to give them some privacy.
The conclusion:
Aldo's got himself his first relationship. est.120508
Congratulations both of you!
I'm very tired, so if you'll excuse me, i've got some sleep to catch up on.
I'll add more tomorrow.
4.12.08
Music1204
TheMusic:
Baby It's Fact - Hellogoodbye - Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!
TheLyrics:
Just in case they're wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love is
You should know it's true
Just know the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about to burst into a thousand pieces
So it must be true
And now believe us too soon
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby our love, it's true
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards
You should know it's true
Just know the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about to burst into a thousand pieces
So it must be true
And now believe us too soon
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby our love, it's true
It's true, oh
It's true, oh oh
It's true, oh oh oh
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby, it's fact (our love)
Our love is true (our love)
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true, oh oh oh
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Oh baby it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true (love, love, love)
Our love is true
SongMeaning:
What the song is about a relationship that people don't believe is true.
Throughout the song, the singer explains how it is true.
MyMeaning:
What it means to me is as reminder of how i felt at the time.
How i felt that i loved ______ and she loved me back.
Due to some complications, we kept it secret for about a month or so.
There's more to it. But all you really need to know is that:
"Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue...
It's as simple as that."
The Feeling:
It has this sound i can't really describe at the moment. It's on the tip of my tongue.
I suppose it's similar to some older styles of music added to the beats and melodies of modern times. It's the kind of song you would listen to reminiscing or thinking about the love of your life.
A nice in the rain kind of song. I especially love the cresendo like rise in the song.
It starts off soft and subtle.
And ends strong with an exclamation mark!
It's the perfect kind of song to attach to a good memory.
Baby It's Fact - Hellogoodbye - Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!
TheLyrics:
Just in case they're wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love is
You should know it's true
Just know the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about to burst into a thousand pieces
So it must be true
And now believe us too soon
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby our love, it's true
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards
You should know it's true
Just know the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about to burst into a thousand pieces
So it must be true
And now believe us too soon
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby our love, it's true
It's true, oh
It's true, oh oh
It's true, oh oh oh
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby, it's fact (our love)
Our love is true (our love)
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true, oh oh oh
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Oh baby it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true (love, love, love)
Our love is true
SongMeaning:
What the song is about a relationship that people don't believe is true.
Throughout the song, the singer explains how it is true.
MyMeaning:
What it means to me is as reminder of how i felt at the time.
How i felt that i loved ______ and she loved me back.
Due to some complications, we kept it secret for about a month or so.
There's more to it. But all you really need to know is that:
"Our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is as blue...
It's as simple as that."
The Feeling:
It has this sound i can't really describe at the moment. It's on the tip of my tongue.
I suppose it's similar to some older styles of music added to the beats and melodies of modern times. It's the kind of song you would listen to reminiscing or thinking about the love of your life.
A nice in the rain kind of song. I especially love the cresendo like rise in the song.
It starts off soft and subtle.
And ends strong with an exclamation mark!
It's the perfect kind of song to attach to a good memory.
Memories1204
It all started out..
I wore the red pants from yesterday under some black pants and when to school.
In front of dandelions locker at, i was talking to this girl Tima, shes amazing and wonderful
(she told me to put that up)
and her friend and her friend Acceber.
And then, ______ says something.
Ugh, what random timing. What i hate most is how ______ is all cold to me when i talk to her but when she talks to me i still treat her like a friend, or at least try my best.
Maybe i should bring everything up to speed.
Who is this person anyways?
Well, that isn't important.
All you need to know is that she had been someone very important to my life. Too bad shes gone now.
She's been gone for about 2 and a half months.
How did this happen? Why did it happen?
I don't even know myself.
REEWIND
SpringBreak08:
I had been talking to ______ quite a lot recently. Plus, she had also just given me her phone number. After this really neat assembly with a barber shop quartet, i continued to talk to her more, she said she liked my hat so without a thought, gave it to her. My favorite hat.. Wait a minute, there's a lot missing. Let's take it back further.
REEWIND
Somewhere around January 28 and February:
I had been going to school, just like usual, except, this time, something felt wierd. I felt like something huge was missing. I just shrugged it off and continued.
Two weeks later, i found out that this girl that i always said hi to when i said hi to Geekum in the mornings had been gone! Now i knew what had been missing.
But how did i feel it and why? Shrugged that off too.
Apparently, she had been sick with a really bad fever and as she came out of it, she had a headache that didn't go away, it was also her birthday.
For some strange reason, i felt like i had a huge obligation to get her something.
In rush, i found 10 dollars in my pocket (all i had at the time) and gave it to her. She said it was too much and couldn't take it from me, so i said fine, i'll get change later.
I never did.
I wanted her to have it and even more.
I wanted to get her more than a measly 10 dollars.
But i didn't know why.
I never knew how much of an impact this day would have for the rest of my life.
FASTFORWARD
Back to SpringBreak08:
After giving ______ my favorite hat, we parted and left to our buses.
Spring Break was here.
It was going to be a long week..
March 16, 2008:
Ever since i got home from school, i had been talking to ______ a lot on myspace.
I noticed that she was the only person i really ever talked to this much on myspace.
I would even wait at my keyboard constantly waiting for replies. I'd even fall asleep.
I started thinking..
I noticed a lot of strange things in my past behavior:
1. I went out of my way to cross paths with her at school.
2. I'd get every chance i could to talk to her.
3. I was shy around her.
4. I gave her things without thinking about it.
5. I felt she meant something to me more than anyone at school and i didn't know why.
6. I would call for the most random things.
7. I thought she was goddamn cute.
8. Most of all, i couldn't stop thinking about her.
My conclusion was:
What the hell am i thinking?
What if she likes this friend of mine?
They were always talking about her.
What if it's true?
What am i going to do about this?!
I really thought hard about this that i'd fall asleep doing so.
After talking for a bit more that Sunday, i asked her:
"Do you like anyone?"
And i brought it up quite casually too to make sure i wouldn't raise suspicion.
She said:
"**
uh.. i i icant say..
um..gotta go eat dinner so yeah ill be right back..."
Those exact words.
Next, i said that if she didn't tell me, i;d call her and make her tell me.
So, i called, and finally confessed. I told her that i liked her.
Turns out, she liked me too, since February. (Probably around the time i gave her a measley 10 dollars for her birthday)
And,
i
felt
fucking
happy.
So, for the next few days of Spring Break, we were dieing..
We wanted to see eachother so bad. We had been talking more than ever.
We even started calling eachother every night. This had been our routine. Talk on myspace untill she has to go. Then call and talk on the phone for hours..
FASTFORWARD
We got back to school and up until May, had a great time.
But, May 19th, the day of Grad Night at Six Flags was going to make everything even better..
But that story is for another time..
This is a memory i cherish. It's burned into the back of my head and it keeps replaying.
The best day (none other can compare) in my life.
I think, for every memory, there's a song to match it.
This is the song for this memory:
I wore the red pants from yesterday under some black pants and when to school.
In front of dandelions locker at, i was talking to this girl Tima, shes amazing and wonderful
(she told me to put that up)
and her friend and her friend Acceber.
And then, ______ says something.
Ugh, what random timing. What i hate most is how ______ is all cold to me when i talk to her but when she talks to me i still treat her like a friend, or at least try my best.
Maybe i should bring everything up to speed.
Who is this person anyways?
Well, that isn't important.
All you need to know is that she had been someone very important to my life. Too bad shes gone now.
She's been gone for about 2 and a half months.
How did this happen? Why did it happen?
I don't even know myself.
REEWIND
SpringBreak08:
I had been talking to ______ quite a lot recently. Plus, she had also just given me her phone number. After this really neat assembly with a barber shop quartet, i continued to talk to her more, she said she liked my hat so without a thought, gave it to her. My favorite hat.. Wait a minute, there's a lot missing. Let's take it back further.
REEWIND
Somewhere around January 28 and February:
I had been going to school, just like usual, except, this time, something felt wierd. I felt like something huge was missing. I just shrugged it off and continued.
Two weeks later, i found out that this girl that i always said hi to when i said hi to Geekum in the mornings had been gone! Now i knew what had been missing.
But how did i feel it and why? Shrugged that off too.
Apparently, she had been sick with a really bad fever and as she came out of it, she had a headache that didn't go away, it was also her birthday.
For some strange reason, i felt like i had a huge obligation to get her something.
In rush, i found 10 dollars in my pocket (all i had at the time) and gave it to her. She said it was too much and couldn't take it from me, so i said fine, i'll get change later.
I never did.
I wanted her to have it and even more.
I wanted to get her more than a measly 10 dollars.
But i didn't know why.
I never knew how much of an impact this day would have for the rest of my life.
FASTFORWARD
Back to SpringBreak08:
After giving ______ my favorite hat, we parted and left to our buses.
Spring Break was here.
It was going to be a long week..
March 16, 2008:
Ever since i got home from school, i had been talking to ______ a lot on myspace.
I noticed that she was the only person i really ever talked to this much on myspace.
I would even wait at my keyboard constantly waiting for replies. I'd even fall asleep.
I started thinking..
I noticed a lot of strange things in my past behavior:
1. I went out of my way to cross paths with her at school.
2. I'd get every chance i could to talk to her.
3. I was shy around her.
4. I gave her things without thinking about it.
5. I felt she meant something to me more than anyone at school and i didn't know why.
6. I would call for the most random things.
7. I thought she was goddamn cute.
8. Most of all, i couldn't stop thinking about her.
My conclusion was:
What the hell am i thinking?
What if she likes this friend of mine?
They were always talking about her.
What if it's true?
What am i going to do about this?!
I really thought hard about this that i'd fall asleep doing so.
After talking for a bit more that Sunday, i asked her:
"Do you like anyone?"
And i brought it up quite casually too to make sure i wouldn't raise suspicion.
She said:
"**
uh.. i i icant say..
um..gotta go eat dinner so yeah ill be right back..."
Those exact words.
Next, i said that if she didn't tell me, i;d call her and make her tell me.
So, i called, and finally confessed. I told her that i liked her.
Turns out, she liked me too, since February. (Probably around the time i gave her a measley 10 dollars for her birthday)
And,
i
felt
fucking
happy.
So, for the next few days of Spring Break, we were dieing..
We wanted to see eachother so bad. We had been talking more than ever.
We even started calling eachother every night. This had been our routine. Talk on myspace untill she has to go. Then call and talk on the phone for hours..
FASTFORWARD
We got back to school and up until May, had a great time.
But, May 19th, the day of Grad Night at Six Flags was going to make everything even better..
But that story is for another time..
This is a memory i cherish. It's burned into the back of my head and it keeps replaying.
The best day (none other can compare) in my life.
I think, for every memory, there's a song to match it.
This is the song for this memory:
3.12.08
Life1203
In a nutshell:
Period2:
We started drawing spheres.
Nutrition:
Aldo finally got his ipod back! After about 2 or 3 weeks. It definitely seemed longer than that since i don't have my ipod at the moment so i'm stuck using his at school.
Period3:
It was fun, i was like a little kid again and played Pokemon Pearl versus one of my friends in the class. Total domination.
Period4:
We finished watching a video about the differences between the sexes biologically.
She was there. Intimidating me. Just by being there.
Oh, i also got an 18/21 on my reproductive organs anatomy test. Nice Play.
Lunch:
Didn't really do much since i couldn't hang with Dandelion since ______ was with her already.
Ugh, my plan is doing good, but, it's such a pain in the ass.
Period6:
Ohh fun. Over lapped ______ twice! Played some volleyball Prisoner.
Period 7:
We had our Socratic Seminar. I found out we have an in-class writing essay prompt tomorrow.
Ugh, i'm going to do really bad on whatever it's about.
Afterschool:
Now here's the main part of my day..
I finally got to put on the pants SAD lent me. Heh, they were a good fit. I now know i'm a 1 in girl sizes. People gave comments. Positive feedback! Oh yeah, we also started writing the script for our chinese class final project. A group if 5 people are supposed to make a 5 minute movie using only chinese as dialog. I ended up in the group with KuyaBrennan, The Liow Bros., and HarMAN.
So far, we have most of the script down and all that's left is the filming. It's due on 1210. From what's been written so far, it's about KuyaBrennan's character having a girl friend and LexLiow is in love with her and we over hear this. Later, we find one of LexLiow's friends after eating lunch filled with chinese jokes as dialogue, and beat him up. That's all i remember right now. When we finish, i'll be uploading the full video and posting it up so check up for that!
That's all for now because i've got a Chapter 6 Biology outline to do.
Moral:
I'm a size 1 in girl sizes.
Period2:
We started drawing spheres.
Nutrition:
Aldo finally got his ipod back! After about 2 or 3 weeks. It definitely seemed longer than that since i don't have my ipod at the moment so i'm stuck using his at school.
Period3:
It was fun, i was like a little kid again and played Pokemon Pearl versus one of my friends in the class. Total domination.
Period4:
We finished watching a video about the differences between the sexes biologically.
She was there. Intimidating me. Just by being there.
Oh, i also got an 18/21 on my reproductive organs anatomy test. Nice Play.
Lunch:
Didn't really do much since i couldn't hang with Dandelion since ______ was with her already.
Ugh, my plan is doing good, but, it's such a pain in the ass.
Period6:
Ohh fun. Over lapped ______ twice! Played some volleyball Prisoner.
Period 7:
We had our Socratic Seminar. I found out we have an in-class writing essay prompt tomorrow.
Ugh, i'm going to do really bad on whatever it's about.
Afterschool:
Now here's the main part of my day..
I finally got to put on the pants SAD lent me. Heh, they were a good fit. I now know i'm a 1 in girl sizes. People gave comments. Positive feedback! Oh yeah, we also started writing the script for our chinese class final project. A group if 5 people are supposed to make a 5 minute movie using only chinese as dialog. I ended up in the group with KuyaBrennan, The Liow Bros., and HarMAN.
So far, we have most of the script down and all that's left is the filming. It's due on 1210. From what's been written so far, it's about KuyaBrennan's character having a girl friend and LexLiow is in love with her and we over hear this. Later, we find one of LexLiow's friends after eating lunch filled with chinese jokes as dialogue, and beat him up. That's all i remember right now. When we finish, i'll be uploading the full video and posting it up so check up for that!
That's all for now because i've got a Chapter 6 Biology outline to do.
Moral:
I'm a size 1 in girl sizes.
2.12.08
Life1202
Not much today really happened.
So, i'm not going to write much about it.
The weather was really nice today. it was like
low 70s and it was cloudy/foggy but still sunny.
An overall normal day.
The Feeling:
Looking back on yesterday's post, i noticed i didn't explain much about what was so great about the song.
It's great because it is musically calming and very (universal)?
Anyways, it's a good song to sit down on a cold sunny weekend morning looking out your window and just thinking about the world. This is what real music is. None of that mainstream Hiphop crap. but to be good musically and lyrically is what to look for in a song though that doesn't always happen.
The Lyrics:
Overall, what the song is saying is that we need to find our own ways in life instead of having to live up to all of societies expectations of us. To take back what we had had before in our lives and start out clean and not let anyone take it away.
The Place:
If you wish to download anything by Nujabes, go here: thedailymojo
So, i'm not going to write much about it.
The weather was really nice today. it was like
low 70s and it was cloudy/foggy but still sunny.
An overall normal day.
The Feeling:
Looking back on yesterday's post, i noticed i didn't explain much about what was so great about the song.
It's great because it is musically calming and very (universal)?
Anyways, it's a good song to sit down on a cold sunny weekend morning looking out your window and just thinking about the world. This is what real music is. None of that mainstream Hiphop crap. but to be good musically and lyrically is what to look for in a song though that doesn't always happen.
The Lyrics:
Overall, what the song is saying is that we need to find our own ways in life instead of having to live up to all of societies expectations of us. To take back what we had had before in our lives and start out clean and not let anyone take it away.
The Place:
If you wish to download anything by Nujabes, go here: thedailymojo
1.12.08
Music1201
Luv (sic) pt.3 feat. Shing02
Lyrics:
It's funny how the music put times in perspective
Add a soundtrack to your life and perfect it
Whenever you are feeling blue keep walking and we can get far
Wherever you are
Like a movie that you can't predict
Like a book that you can't resist
I sing along a song that's oh so sensual
bring along a sip to make it all so sexual
verbally that is, making love to the music means vibing to the beat at night
with the whole city fast asleep, out cold
true words seem to rise to the lips, take hold
of a poet in me, most powerfully
I feel free when the world doesn't owe it to me
It's so hard to find a gig that lives up to the billing,
trying to find a reason to work, god willing
I admit, my thinking is wishful
like a star upon a child gazing up to the ceiling
how far do we have to stretch the truth
to fit the lifestyles borrowed and overdue
we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's break it all down into pieces of bright
moments that pass by like a meteorite
throw on your favorite reel that's good to go
on the analog player watch the people glow
sit back to the breeze let the memories flow
comedy tragedy all the highs and lows
(chorus)
Like your moves that I can't predict
Like your look that I can't resist
The ting-a-ling feeling was oh so mutual
the lingering appeal was so unusual
herbally what is, medicine to a lone soul can become poison to some
with the whole body fast asleep, out cold
true vision seem to come to the eye, take hold
of a prophet in me most visibly
I see clear when the world doesn't show it to me
It's so hard to make sense in a cycle of billing,
trying to find a reason to quit and make a killing
I admit, our dealing is painful
like a star upon a child staring down from the ceiling
how far do we have to stretch the picture
before pixelating the human texture
we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's save it all up for an ultimate prize
homecoming gathering with a big surprise
throw on your favorite record that's good to go
on the analog table and it's hooked to blow
sit back with ease and hear the emcee flow
hi hat kick drum all the highs and lows
(chorus)
Um, third time's the charm, hopefully
when I chime on your door you'd still let me in
after all these years
the room that you caved in my heart is exactly the same as you left it
I realize that you have moved on
new styles and cliques like them silent flicks
I'm speechless in this golden occasion
the beautiful expression on the silver creation
this time I'd like to keep in touch
I'm a likkle bit wiser, a whole lot tougher
if I suffer through another nightmare tonight,
we'll chalk it up as another chapter to write, all right?
or wrong or somewhere down the middle of the road
I wanna see you again in a scene with the backdrop a perfect ten
and the music can take us back to the spot right then
from black and white to a sepia tone
some dreams come with a tint or in monochrome
from black and white to my skin tone
some dreams have a stint on the microphone
(chorus)
okay we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's break it all down into pieces of bright
moments that pass by like a meteorite
throw on your favorite jacket and you're good to roll
on the analog trail and you look the role
just stroll through the trees and let your miseries go
sunshine hurricane all the highs and lows
we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's break it all down into pieces of bright
moments that pass by like a meteorite
Lyrics:
It's funny how the music put times in perspective
Add a soundtrack to your life and perfect it
Whenever you are feeling blue keep walking and we can get far
Wherever you are
Like a movie that you can't predict
Like a book that you can't resist
I sing along a song that's oh so sensual
bring along a sip to make it all so sexual
verbally that is, making love to the music means vibing to the beat at night
with the whole city fast asleep, out cold
true words seem to rise to the lips, take hold
of a poet in me, most powerfully
I feel free when the world doesn't owe it to me
It's so hard to find a gig that lives up to the billing,
trying to find a reason to work, god willing
I admit, my thinking is wishful
like a star upon a child gazing up to the ceiling
how far do we have to stretch the truth
to fit the lifestyles borrowed and overdue
we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's break it all down into pieces of bright
moments that pass by like a meteorite
throw on your favorite reel that's good to go
on the analog player watch the people glow
sit back to the breeze let the memories flow
comedy tragedy all the highs and lows
(chorus)
Like your moves that I can't predict
Like your look that I can't resist
The ting-a-ling feeling was oh so mutual
the lingering appeal was so unusual
herbally what is, medicine to a lone soul can become poison to some
with the whole body fast asleep, out cold
true vision seem to come to the eye, take hold
of a prophet in me most visibly
I see clear when the world doesn't show it to me
It's so hard to make sense in a cycle of billing,
trying to find a reason to quit and make a killing
I admit, our dealing is painful
like a star upon a child staring down from the ceiling
how far do we have to stretch the picture
before pixelating the human texture
we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's save it all up for an ultimate prize
homecoming gathering with a big surprise
throw on your favorite record that's good to go
on the analog table and it's hooked to blow
sit back with ease and hear the emcee flow
hi hat kick drum all the highs and lows
(chorus)
Um, third time's the charm, hopefully
when I chime on your door you'd still let me in
after all these years
the room that you caved in my heart is exactly the same as you left it
I realize that you have moved on
new styles and cliques like them silent flicks
I'm speechless in this golden occasion
the beautiful expression on the silver creation
this time I'd like to keep in touch
I'm a likkle bit wiser, a whole lot tougher
if I suffer through another nightmare tonight,
we'll chalk it up as another chapter to write, all right?
or wrong or somewhere down the middle of the road
I wanna see you again in a scene with the backdrop a perfect ten
and the music can take us back to the spot right then
from black and white to a sepia tone
some dreams come with a tint or in monochrome
from black and white to my skin tone
some dreams have a stint on the microphone
(chorus)
okay we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's break it all down into pieces of bright
moments that pass by like a meteorite
throw on your favorite jacket and you're good to roll
on the analog trail and you look the role
just stroll through the trees and let your miseries go
sunshine hurricane all the highs and lows
we can take it all back to the register
and start all over from the canister
let's break it all down into pieces of bright
moments that pass by like a meteorite
Life1201
First day of December..
The day started off as cold and that was good, too bad i had a Biology test 1st period. -__-x
I thought to myself: "F*** i'm screwed. Knee deep in balls.."
Period1:
As i walked into Ms.Chung's class, i quickly put a piece of paper i had prepared for the test into the little desk thingy under the table itself. I used that to write the answer for the essay question. thankfully, i didn't get caught. The multiple choice part of the test was pretty easy so that made my day.
Nutrition:
Heh, i didn't really do much this time. OH, i ate a rice krispy treat (thanks Dustin Kane)
Period2:
GOD! Mr.Bresson was all critical on my drawing on cones..
Too bad the period was almost over.
Lunch:
Ouch..got a cold response from ______ so i walked over to where group ADD usually hung out.
They started throwing blueberries at me/into my mouth. That was fun, atleast it got my mind off ______. I was studying (not really) for a Health test i had too. At the end, i had Aldo walk me to my class with Earth.
Period4:
Had the test. Got 4 wrong. Watched a funny video. Left. ______ was intimidating me like she alyways does. Just by being there.
Period6:
Ohh fun. Ran. Finished first. Started practicing our bumping for volleyball then after that, we played prisoner versus team 4. Heh, embarrassed myself in front of ______, she even laughed at me. WHY DOES SHE DO THIS TO ME?! maybe i'm just being paranoid.
AfterSchool:
CHINESE CLASS.
Problem:
She doesn't treat me like a friend like she said we'd be. Plus she broke my heart and i need to somehow get it back.
Solution: Stay away, don't talk. Then all of a sudden talk! Great plan right?
Moral: She just goddamn hates me.
The day started off as cold and that was good, too bad i had a Biology test 1st period. -__-x
I thought to myself: "F*** i'm screwed. Knee deep in balls.."
Period1:
As i walked into Ms.Chung's class, i quickly put a piece of paper i had prepared for the test into the little desk thingy under the table itself. I used that to write the answer for the essay question. thankfully, i didn't get caught. The multiple choice part of the test was pretty easy so that made my day.
Nutrition:
Heh, i didn't really do much this time. OH, i ate a rice krispy treat (thanks Dustin Kane)
Period2:
GOD! Mr.Bresson was all critical on my drawing on cones..
Too bad the period was almost over.
Lunch:
Ouch..got a cold response from ______ so i walked over to where group ADD usually hung out.
They started throwing blueberries at me/into my mouth. That was fun, atleast it got my mind off ______. I was studying (not really) for a Health test i had too. At the end, i had Aldo walk me to my class with Earth.
Period4:
Had the test. Got 4 wrong. Watched a funny video. Left. ______ was intimidating me like she alyways does. Just by being there.
Period6:
Ohh fun. Ran. Finished first. Started practicing our bumping for volleyball then after that, we played prisoner versus team 4. Heh, embarrassed myself in front of ______, she even laughed at me. WHY DOES SHE DO THIS TO ME?! maybe i'm just being paranoid.
AfterSchool:
CHINESE CLASS.
Problem:
She doesn't treat me like a friend like she said we'd be. Plus she broke my heart and i need to somehow get it back.
Solution: Stay away, don't talk. Then all of a sudden talk! Great plan right?
Moral: She just goddamn hates me.
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