Life0316

Well, I'm back.
...
Sort of.
I felt an obligation to this blog to write this special day because..
Well..
If any of you remember, it's been a year since i first asked out ______.
And, i can honestly say. It's over now.
There isn't any hope for any of us. We've both changed a lot.
I'm not sure how i've changed. But she sure has.
It's visible to anyone who has seen her at school.
And i now recognize. It really is better off this way.
If i had continued i would've been led the same path as her most likely.
And i'm glad what happened happened.
I just wish i could be friends with her again so i can show her that she's going down a wrong path.
A friend doesn't let a friend make wrong decisions even if it causes them to hate them right?
I'm now noticing that the relationship had become dysfunctional as soon as i felt that i couldn't live without this girl.
That is very well not true.
Life goes on and on and people aren't always necessary.
From now on, i'll continue to live my own life.
My own story. In which, i will choose who will and will not be part of.
From now on, the purpose of this blog, 167measurements.
Is now just to help me view my own mistakes such as the one i had been living in the shadow of for so long.
So..
From this day forward..

IDGAF about you SHAYNA GARCIA.

NewYear2009

Ack.
Sorry! Oh so very much.
So much has happened!
And i've been much too lazy to really get on the computer that much.
Some complications here and there.
Basically, i'm grounded.
Anyways.
Let's get this thing started up and running again shall we?

So, it's finally the new year!
Yayy!
My family had our annual new year's party.
I've noticed, each year, less and less relatives come...
It's sad really.
I miss the noise it would be.
This year, i never really felt that much holiday joy.
It's okay though.
All i have to do is hope for the best this year.

Attheparty:
I got to the party later than everyone else.
Mainly because i was kept in my house as punishment.
There was some pretty good food.
Too bad there wasn't any chicken. I love chicken.
There wasn't any chicken because it means that our lives will not change in the new year.
Instead, we had fish. Which meant forward motion in the new year.
We played some guitar hero 3.
Man, i wanted to play my older brother's rockband but he didn't want to bring his xbox360 over.
I watched some south park and messed with my cousin's "boyfriend".
I had a resolve for the end of the year.
To beat _______ at posting a happy new years bulletin.
Too bad i failed.
I had like 5 drinks of red wine mixed with coke.
It was tasty. I didn't even feel a least bit slow.
But i felt happier.
Then we stayed up till 4 doing karaoke.
My cousin got hit in the eye with a popper.
How sad.
Anyways...

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!
IT'S FINALLY HERE!
2k9!!!