Life0316

Well, I'm back.
...
Sort of.
I felt an obligation to this blog to write this special day because..
Well..
If any of you remember, it's been a year since i first asked out ______.
And, i can honestly say. It's over now.
There isn't any hope for any of us. We've both changed a lot.
I'm not sure how i've changed. But she sure has.
It's visible to anyone who has seen her at school.
And i now recognize. It really is better off this way.
If i had continued i would've been led the same path as her most likely.
And i'm glad what happened happened.
I just wish i could be friends with her again so i can show her that she's going down a wrong path.
A friend doesn't let a friend make wrong decisions even if it causes them to hate them right?
I'm now noticing that the relationship had become dysfunctional as soon as i felt that i couldn't live without this girl.
That is very well not true.
Life goes on and on and people aren't always necessary.
From now on, i'll continue to live my own life.
My own story. In which, i will choose who will and will not be part of.
From now on, the purpose of this blog, 167measurements.
Is now just to help me view my own mistakes such as the one i had been living in the shadow of for so long.
So..
From this day forward..

IDGAF about you SHAYNA GARCIA.